i wish it weren’t overcast
and i wish _
half a bottle of jack and my weekend was almost okay
drunkenly careening across the internet
"…you will not be able to kiss someone else without tasting your loved ones tears stain your lips. You will not be able to take your clothes off for someone else without feeling like a field ripped bare to its soil."
i’ve lost my mind studying for this midterm
quarter to 3
party of 1
in jww 503
FOREVER AINT ENOUGH
"And in the end we’re all just humans… drunk on the idea that love, only love, could heal our brokenness."
F. Scott Fitzgerald (via itsmicca)
i need a long west la night walk and a hug
someone asked me the other day if i loved math
whenever i study math i wonder what it’s like to be someone who majors in something they love, or something they’re talented at, or something that isn’t what they hate the least
i hate when math textbook proofs include
- "so then it is clear that…"
- "it then obviously follows that…"
- "…follows easily from…a moment’s thought"
and i get reminded of how fucked i am
"do not tell her you love her if you are not ready for her to call you at 3 AM freaking out.
do not tell her you love her if you cannot handle her father or mother.
do not tell her you love her if you cannot love her at her worse.
do not tell her you love her if you only crave for her curves, not her mind.
do not tell her you love her if you cannot deal with her mood swings.
do not tell her you love her just to have sex."
do not tell her you love her. Krystal Gonzalez (via memoriesrecollected)
white lies everywhere
but i still think they’re convincing
captain jack will get you by tonight
billy lied to me
nothing could have numbed that void
and then the confirmation
won’t you bring me something
leave your cheap apartment
show up at my door
me away from
throws a wrench in
plug the cord
that’s been tripped
by the self-conscious,
won’t you open