time doesn’t do anything
every wound is still open, fresh
i wish i were smart
"I considered suicide, but I felt a strange fondness for my body, my life. Scarred as they were, they were mine."
fuck this day
weekends are the time to remember everything i regret
and to make sure i don’t die
"I do not paint things, I paint only the difference between things."
Henri Matisse (via lonequixote)
always, always see the negative space
"Be proud of your place in the Cosmos. It is small, and yet, it is."
Cecil Palmer (via astrowomyn)
last time it took me two and a half years and a clear future to be that happy again
what’s worrisome is that this time, the future only gets bleaker
and i don’t think i can make it that long