»diptychs« by tim youd, who retypes entire novels on single sheets of paper.
an extremely small part of me misses the rain
"That love does not conquer all; people are super complex with their own motivations and sometimes love isn’t at the top of the list. I had to learn that the hard way."
What is a sad reality?
Anonymous said: You're an amazingly inspiring person :3 your constant kindness and general good spirit is contagious, even if you're having a rough time. I admire you so much :)
Thank you. This really does mean a lot to me.
even if i posted every draft and shared every google doc
tonight’s 4 am won’t be any easier
i don’t know what half past 3 does to me but god i wish i were good looking
"Happiness, I used to think,
was a necessary illusion.
Now I think it’s just
precious moments of relief”
— Philip Schultz, Greed
there are small, fleeting moments of hope that normalcy will return
but then comes the reality of how volatile this hometown is
and how my normal is a year out of fashion
it’s disturbing how deeply entrenched i am in this city
but at the same time, it’s comfortable
painful, but comfortable
you’ve scarred the insides of my eyelids
you make me drowsy
and i don’t know how to escape
until i remember
i keep dreaming about the old normal
or at least a return to it
and i wake up and it still feels so real